Saturday, November 17, 2012

I hate cancer

It has been a rough day. Averi is now up to 4mg of Decadron two times a day. I see her slowly declining.....there are absolutley NO words to describe how horrible it feels. I know there is still hope. I think she should begin treatment sometime next week. We are now trying to come up with the money to continue. Thank you every single person that has donated time money or prayers for Averi.
Averi, Kylie, Olivia, Bell and I had a talk on the way to the hotel in the taxi. She said, "Mom, it would not be so bad to die. Look at the bright side, I would get to die in a city I love and be in heaven with Cody."
I am reminded of Luke 18:1-8, and I pray that the Lord hears my persistent pleas to save the life of my beautiful daughter.

18 Then Jesus told his disciples a parable to show them that they should always pray and not give up. 2 He said: “In a certain town there was a judge who neither feared God nor cared what people thought. 3 And there was a widow in that town who kept coming to him with the plea, ‘Grant me justice against my adversary.’

4 “For some time he refused. But finally he said to himself, ‘Even though I don’t fear God or care what people think, 5 yet because this widow keeps bothering me, I will see that she gets justice, so that she won’t eventually come and attack me!’”

6 And the Lord said, “Listen to what the unjust judge says. 7 And will not God bring about justice for his chosen ones, who cry out to him day and night? Will he keep putting them off? 8 I tell you, he will see that they get justice, and quickly. However, when the Son of Man comes, will he find faith on the earth?”

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